Controlled persons are always nervous because deep down turmoil is still hidden. If you are uncontrolled, alive, then you are not nervous. There is no question of being nervous-whatsoever happens, happens. You have no expectations for the future, you are not performing. Then why should you be nervous? To control that mind one has to remain so cold and frozen that no life energy is allowed to move into your limbs, into your body. If energy is allowed to move, those repressions will surface. That's why people have learned how to be cold, how to touch others and yet not touch them, how to see people and yet not see them. People live with clichés-' Hello, How are you?' Nobody means anything. These are just to avoid the real encounter of two persons. People don't look into each others' eyes, they don't hold hands, they don't try to feel each others' energy, they don't allow each other to pour-very afraid, somehow just managing, cold and dead, in a straitjacket.
OSHO.
Dang Dang Doko Dang.
Chapter 5.